Saturday, June 6, 2009

The Glass Roof

Breaking my head over what I want to write about. I realised, I was hitting a glass roof every time i thought about this. Yes it's a cliche. But nonetheless, eminent. I could not think of anything. Mind was blank. I spaced out every time i thought of stringing towards to make sentences that made sense and made an impact. Spark plugs, engines, adrenalin, eyes popping out, metal music, head banging, beer bash. This is a gist of the words that run through my head while i think. Most of the time its fast cars and dreaming about being a race car driver. Surely not formula 1 though. I would never fit inside that cockpit. I always dream and only dream. I fail to realise them and get my ass moving. Out of the blue, i would be enthusiastic to do things. To take myself to the level beyond. To elevate my senses and skills. But I'd end up at a dead end or hit a GLASS ROOF!

I've been on this quest for nearly three years now. I realise i have realised my flaws. The mistakes i do. My pros's and con's. But the solution is ever evading. Or to put it simply i guess my biggest problem is I'm very lazy.

Don't you think so?

p.s.: if you have suggestions to improve my current situation, do share it.